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Hello there. My name is Nikolas, you can call me Nik or whatever comes to your mind.

Right now I'm working on a future war novel set in a pre-apocalyptic AU alongside another book about a man with multiple personality disorder, so it's pretty darn inventive in this mess of a brain.

:bulletblack: I am an otaku for most of my day.
:bulletblack: If you speak to me in a foreign language, I will respond in a foreign language.
:bulletblack: My art makes people think I'm always serious. I'm actually a self-proclaimed idiot.
:bulletblack: I like to write and I like to fluster people with my writing.
:bulletblack: I listen to underground rap / rock, classical, dubstep, and lots of foreign tunes.
:bulletblack: I put my cats before myself.
:bulletblack: I really enjoy ribcages and spines.
:bulletblack: I could play The Last of Us all damned day.
:bulletblack: I believe firmly in science.

El Psy Congroo.
Alright, well, I've had several of my watchers ask me almost the same questions about fourteen times now, if I'm not mistaken. And that question is, "Why did you start off on dA as a female, changed to unknown gender about seven months go, but now you're male?" I do appreciate the delicacy of these questions and I honestly hope I can answer accordingly.

Since this has confused many people here, I will only explain myself to the extent to which I'm comfortable. So I suppose I'll come right out with it, I am transgender. I am biologically female but I identify as male. I'm not sure how else to put it since I'm uncomfortable with sharing this information so freely but I just wanted to let my watchers know that is what happened recently. I started identifying in my social life as male nearly a year ago, but due to major difficulty and my parents not approving of it, I've been forced to keep this information as tight under wraps as possible. Honestly, I am very depressed and unable to function normally at this point and I'm quite frankly at my wit's end with trying to get my parents to understand. I hope that my watchers don't mind. Though, if you do have a problem with it, the un-watch button is right there.

If you want to know more, please don't comment. I would really appreciate it if you simply sent me a note.
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A Bit of Q & A

q. Do you take requests?
a. As of now, no, but I will update and let everyone know when I will! :aww:

q. Can I use your photos / literature for one of my projects?
a. I'd prefer you ask to use my photos (a note, no comments), but I'd rather you not use my literature.

q. What's your favorite anime?
a. I have many! Attack on Titan, Steins;Gate, Kuroshitsuji or Fullmetal Alchemist though, for first place.

q. Do you read manga? If yes, which is your favorite?
a. Yes! My favorite manga is probably Kuroshitsuji. Claymore at a close second.

q. What kind of camera do you use?
a. Pentax k100D.

q. How many years writing experience do you have?
a. Nine years.

q. Are you a professional writer or have you taken any classes?
a. I'm not a professional, but I take basic learning classes online.

q. What is your full name?
a. I won't give out my full name but my first is Nikolas.


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